May 20th, 2011 Title: Why There continues to be a word that bugs me continually. Well, it's not exactly the word why, but it has all to do with motive. Why did I do that? Why did I say that? Why did I act like that, or, why did I do or say nothing at all? Why did I do something for someone? Did I really care, or did I do it because that's what I was supposed to? Why did I do a particular thing in my Christian service? Was it because I really have a deep love for God? Or, again, did I do it out of duty or to make myself look good in the eyes of other people? Why did I say that? Was that really how I feel, or do I just want to gain some political points? And, most importantly, is what I said really 100% true. Did I exaggerate? Or, again, was I trying to make myself look good by what I said? As a matter of fact, why Am I writing this log? To help or encourage someone, or perhaps to ask God to cleanse my motives. I really hope it is the later. |







